2013年8月31日 星期六

Can't Let Go by Mariah Carey

I know I'm defeated by something again that I can't let go...
There you are
Holding her hand
I am lost
Dying to understand
Didn't I
Cherish you right
Don't you know
You were my life

[Chorus:]
Even though I try
I can't let go
Something in your eyes
Captured my soul
And every night
I see you in my dreams
You're all I know
I can't let go

Just cast aside
You don't even know I'm alive
You just walk on by
Don't care to see me cry
And here I am
Still holding on
I can't accept
My world is gone

[Chorus]

Do you even realize
The sorrow I have inside
Everyday of my life
Do you know the way it feels
When all you have just dies
I try and try
To deny that I need you
But still you remain on my mind

[Chorus]

No I just can't get you out of my mind
I never can say goodbye
'Cause every night
I see you in my dreams
You're all I know
I can't let you go
Even though I try
I can't let go of something that I need so badly
You're all I know
I can't let go


2013年8月19日 星期一

What am I doing in this two weeks?

During the semester break, I went to Peneng..
Then I discover something, my hobbies haha, is painting~!!
I bought it from Auto City (as show as below):
This cost me RM65, however since I buying two of them, so boss
decided to make a discount for me, two of them is RM120, another one will
show later hehe...while I complete. 
I almost used 2 weeks to complete it haha, now is done, 
the process and the things inside will show as below:
This is provided color
this is guideline for me 
This is first step

10 color completed
16 color completed

last color left (almost done hehe)

all color completed, however one more step to go which it more shining hehe

All done haha
however, actually I'm not very satisfied what i have done, I will improve it next painting :) 


2013年8月9日 星期五


我曾经一厢情愿的把自己当成了你的贵人,可惜到头来,原来我只是你生命中的过客。

到了下一站我就要下车了,而您也认识了另一个过客,所以,

曾经最好的朋友,祝您一路顺风。

毕业后,一切顺利。

我知道,我应该必须完完全全消失在你的朋友圈里。

或许早已消失,但也好,现在离开也不迟。

谢谢您曾经带给我的一切欢乐,这些年有您真的很开心。

希望在未知的未来里,你会轻轻的想起我们曾经的时光。

而我希望把和你最好的记忆都留在心中,得空拿出来一下,随着你我一起听过的歌曲,重新
的在脑海里演择一番。

祝福,安康,永远快乐,

还有永别了。

2013年8月6日 星期二

End of My First Semester in Year 3

*Sorry for my grammar, now I try to improve my grammar through writing English language blog.
Oh~!!, this semester was horrible because I covered 4 subjects in this semester which are corporate governance, management decision making, and strategic management accounting and performance management.

During this period, I almost go through all by myself, without any help by any friends, I even don’t feel I have friends in this semester, because every day I went to college was alone, walked alone, ate alone, and do assignment alone, everything is alone.

Meanwhile, the challenge of this semester was, I joined top student’s group to do a group assignment. This was very stress while grouped with them, therefore I stress myself to do work well, fortunately I had meet their expectation HaHa..

Moreover, since I know year 3 are very important for my future career, I force myself to put high effort on it, and I force myself to done all the assignment before 2 weeks prior to the due date except group assignment. There are totally 2 presentations, 6 individual assignments and 2 group assignments.

Corporate governance had 2 assignments, this subject’s assignment was the most troublesome among others subject’s assignment as the lecturers have put too much condition on it and change it frequently  such as the guideline he gave is like this and like that in the first day, however we ask him again in another day, the guideline is not as same as he gave in the first day as well, it make us very confused and I need to “correct” my assignment in order to “fits” his guideline very often since I already done the assignment before he gave us assignment guideline “again”. Furthermore, the due date also delay again and again as the lecturer change the condition again and again, I was like “@##@@!@@!#Q!E~~!!”

Except the corporate governance, others were smooth. However one more things are presentations, and I have 2 presentations in this semester. I hate presentations, some more there are 2 presentations waiting for me, I was like “@#^&^%$$~!!” again.

Haha finally final exam, previously I have Kah Mun and Kian Khai accompany me together prepare for final exam, however this semester I only have Chloe accompany me together prepare the final exam, cause Kian Khai was graduated (hehe congratulation Kian Khai) and Kah Mun only take one subject which is strategic cost management, we are not same subject so very reasonable that he didn’t find me study together. Actually study with Chloe was unexpected, because I expected I will study alone in this semester.

This final exam, what I most worry is corporate governance and strategic management accounting maybe fail because I had not confidence with it. Firstly corporate governance is a full theory based subject, like company law given a case study and using corporate governance knowledge to apply it and that lecturer is new, thus his style of revision was like start from very beginning’s lectures till last lectures, the different is he used only 2 days to complete the revision, so conclusion is no revision (=.=”). I am very weak in memorized theory and I need took much time to memorized it (cause I need understand it only memorized). While during the exam, I doubt my answers is it meet the questions needs although the exam came out what I memorizes my self-prepared note (luckily). Meanwhile I skip one question which is 10 marks only implied that I have only 90 marks can earn, now still afraid this subject will fail.

Then the strategic management accounting lecturer tell us that the final exam is covered 5 topic which are target costing, life cycle costing, value chain analysis, activities based costing,  segment analysis and balanced scorecard with 75% theory and 25% calculation. Actually there are 85% theory and 15% calculation cause only one calculation question with 15 marks only which is under segment analysis. What I scare about it is of course firstly this is also have many theory need to memorized and those theory are not very easy to understand and all of these theory like definition, purpose, process, pros and cons are almost the same, it was confused me especially target costing, life cycle costing and value chain analysis, I was like “who the hell create these things %$#^!@~~??”. Unfortunately, during exam I really intermingle that three methods, even though each of them are 10 marks, but as a whole, these three methods covered 30 marks, IT'S KILLING ME~!!!!!

Sign*, I should feel happy because another 2 subject maybe I can score A, these subject are performance management and management decision making.
Hmm, hopes I can pass all of these subject lah hehe…

Nothing to say already..

2013年8月4日 星期日

我是巨蟹座

巨蟹座很傻很天真,他們有著超強的等待能力。會小心翼翼的保留著每一件你送的禮物;收到的每條資訊;記得你的每一個習慣;回憶對癡情的蟹們來說是等待的動力。然而當有一天,蟹把珍藏的禮物資訊和回憶,一切通通丟棄刪除忘記的時候,也就是蟹決定不再等待的時候,默默離開也絕不回頭

巨蟹座一生都在尋找和等待一個懂自己的人。當被人誤解、被人呵斥,蟹蟹只雙眼噙滿淚水或保持沉默,不願意解釋。因為蟹蟹一直相信如果你愛我,那必須懂我。所以蟹蟹在一些人眼裡會顯得有點兒敏感,有點多愁善感。很多時候蟹蟹很想有個依靠,去理解蟹蟹,去對蟹蟹說:我懂你