Why such a thing would happen to me

Today, I feels that I lost something..

something very important to me..

Is a person, being friend almost 3 years..

even thought it's only 3 years, but it is very long times,

long enough to make me feels can't let go...

but I have to let go, in fact, he gone far far away already..

I don't know why I feels like this...

but I have to face it since in the future we didn't meet each other much, unless got somethings happen..

since he make me feels that I bothering him, I know it;s time to face it..

I do really hopes that our relationship will be like before..

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but I know it's impossible..

but I still classify him as my close friend.....

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Why such a thing would happen to me

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I really cherish him...

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but why..

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I still can't let go..

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